Help dealing with a break during a relationship?

i have been were you are before it doesn't feel good when someone you thought loved you treats you like that i had a boyfriend and he use to beat me all the time i thought it was normal for that to go on until i couldn't take it anymore so i tried to kill my self several times i tried cutting and overdosing alot so the pain would go away but it never did and i then realized that i needed to brake up with him because if i kept doing what i was doing than i would be dead .from my experience alot of people say that they love you just to get something .but in all reality the decision is all yours you need to get over him in your own time and just think you might find someone who really loves you and it his lose because you are to good for him and he doesn't even know that he might have lost the best thing that ever happened to him best of luck hope this helps you alot